First off, {{hugs}}. I wish you peace, clarity, and healing. I’m sorry that your going thru this and I know how painful the situation is with Nat.


I know what your going thru, I have had a few of these dismemberments myself and they are exhausting. I need lots of self care after then , usually being alone in nature, and tea. Lots of tea for some reason.

I’m glad that you and Nat patched up something, it can be a new foundation on which the both of you can build again.